and?

Such a long absence,

this comfortable.

a moment

I thought,

(I believed),

in such a thing

"happy."

I know no destiny,

I make my own.

I know no hope,

I am only that

which I deserve.

I,

the fool,

believed.

I am here,

in this place,

in this job.

I,

the fool,

believed.

I am here,

in these walls,

in this silence,

in this

void

of touch.

I,

the fool,

believed.

I am here,

crumbled

on the floor

as the hum

of the fridge

overshadows

my entrance